I'm in phase where denying everything is comforting me
Yet I'm curious about something, but afraid to know, even asking.
Stupid me.
I should be grateful and appreciate people who stay with me.. and I just realized it when they're gone..

Kita sama-sama tahu,

Bahwa kita sama-sama ragu..

Tapi,

ada-ada saja yang membuatku yakin lagi padamu..

*Sama-sama Tahu - HiVi*

"Katanya, kalau ombak besar, jangan pergi melaut..

Tapi kalau tidak begitu, siapa yang bisa melihat indahnya daratan lain?

Itulah resiko yang kita terima, terombang ambing di tengah laut, terjebak diantara hujan badai, tersesat luas samudra, lelah berusaha, hingga rasanya ingin disudahi saja..

Tapi, bukan caranya dengan terjun ke lautan. Mengakhiri nyawamu..

Cobalah percaya pada peta yang sudah tak kau percaya..

Cobalah berteman kembali dengan kompas yang membawamu kesana..

Cobalah mengarungi kejamnya lautan, bersama..

Karena aku (masih) percaya, ketika sabar, dan tetap berusaha, daratan baru dengan pelangi indah akan selalu menunggu disana..."

It's the matter of trust in the end, believe me, no matter how hard I'm trying to hold, but there's nothing to believe anymore, will lead to disappointment..

Sailing the ship needs two combination of the navigator and his compass&map, what will be happened if one of these doesn't believe in each other?

It's pain when you know the whole world doubting you, while you're struggling after all this time.. Is it that easy to say that you're giving up? After all the storms, after all the sunny day, after all ups and downs we've been through together? :")

I can't sail this big ship alone..

Need my map and compass, which trust me, believe that we can make it.. together

*Ketika listrik di rumahmu korslet, solusinya bukan mengganti dengan lampu yang baru, tapi perbaiki sambungan listriknya.. kalau masih percaya itu bisa diperbaiki sih....*

Well said, Smoker..

Seandainya orang-orang di dunia nyata begini...

Princess Jasmine

Anas-KRev-Kiki

Tadinya mau bikinin gambar wajah teman-teman satu kelompok, tapi karena baru belajaran, aku jadi ngga puas sama hasilnya hahaha kayanya masih belum layak buat dikasih-kasihin ke orang. Dari 11 kertas yang udah aku potong kecil-kecil, tersisa 3 ini yang menurut aku yah.... mayan lah buat di posting walaupun masih amatir banget wkwk

Aku jadi suka bukain tutorial watercolour-ing di YouTube setelah tadinya rajin ngebuka tutorial make up dan hijab. Kali ini bener-bener menarik banget yang aku liat. Ngejelasin pemilihan-pemilihan warna dan apa-apa aja yang harus kita pahamin kalau mau mewarnai pakai cat air. Dan dari semua video, selalu menekankan intinya adalah: keep trying, keep practicing, and you got your rhythm.

Monster Inc Squadoooo!

Takenouchi Sora

First attempt! Hahaha

Sorry for the bold and un-artistic colour wkwkwk

It's Takenouchi Sora <3 p="">

One of my favorite childhood character from anime Digimon World 1

Remembering those moments when my friend and I scrambling on her.. :')

Since I don't want to post all of my paintings in Instagram, so I'll do it here~

Watercolour painting practice-ing

I was following Instagram accounts that used to posts their watercolour painting, such as +DCinStyle

You can just click on the link or take a look on her Instagram's feed to see her amazing artworks. She focusing on fashion and lifestyle art, like before she was using her lipstick to paint.

And last Wednesday, I decided to buy a package of watercolour painting set (paint, brush, pallete, watercolour paper). I still don't know yet what kind of brush I should buy, should I buy the round one, or flat one, which number, which size, and I ended up randomly buying the size based on my feeling. I bought brushes number 1 (it's Lyra's) and set of Joyko's brushes. Lyra's is indeed more expensice, but it has softer brush and based on it's look, you can say that it has a good quality. I need a good one for detailing, so I bought number 1 brush. Because the limit of my budget, for the rest I bought a set of brush (number 2, 4, 9, 10) only for Rp 8.800,- while the Lyra's brush price Rp 11.000 each :')))

And for the paper, I use Faber Castle's Drawing paper size A5 because I didn't find any watercoulour paper. It's more thick than a sketch paper I have. Since this is my first trial, so I try to press my budget, just to see how long that my passions could last this time, wkwk.